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I always pretend like I'm so sociable, that I have a lot of friends and that I'm having fun so people just assume that I have a lot of friends.
But if you get to know me, I'm actually an outsider (T/N: reject). There's not even 1 person who came to me for my birthday and I have no one around me that could be my lifetime friend.
I always pretend that I'm happy and have lots of friends but some days, I just get a reality check and then I just start bawling my eyes out.