[teen stories] I SPOKE TO MY DAD JUST NOW AND I CAN'T STOP CRYING

I'm currently laying on my bed, I heard my dad coming home so I was pretending to be sleeping. but my dad still entered my room to see if I was sleeping or not so I pretended that I woke up because my dad came in. I told him "you better not have been drinking!" and my dad just stood there and laughed. he was gonna leave my room and grabbed the door.

he told me: "dad has no choice but to make money~... so that I can buy XX(the author's name) the things that she likes. XX only needs to study hard so that you can become a good person... anyways go to sleep, you have to go to school tomorrow right..." he left after that, and I've been crying for 10 min now... seriously, am I even studying? up until now, I haven't even been doing anything right. he made so many sacrifices for me and the fact that I haven't been able to make him proud makes me feel so pathetic. dad, I love you..ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

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ㅋ |2015.03.03 00:07

why am I crying?

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ㅇㅇ |2015.03.03 00:03

treat your dad more nicely each day! I'm envious, I hope that our dad could tell us stuff like that too... our dad's words are so brusque and he always swears..

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ㅇ |2015.03.03 00:04

ㅠㅠㅠ our dad spent his night with some friends? anyways, he was on the phone. I screwed up my life, I'm crying just by reading your post. we really have to study harder ㅜ

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평균男 |2015.03.03 17:02

we become sensitive over those topics and cry but once we're done, we won't be studying more right?

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ㅇㅇ |2015.03.03 00:06

you're lucky your dad's here...

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ㅋㅋ |2015.03.03 12:24

I'm so envious of the author.. my wish is to live a life where I can be lovedㅋㅋ but for me, I can't even hear those kind of words from my dad

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ㅇㅋ |2015.03.03 20:54

our dad isn't a doctor but he works at a hospital. our dad told me something, that if he studied a bit better, he could have become a doctor... he said that there were doctors who were younger than him working with him so it's tiring. so I really should work harderㅠㅠㅠ

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헐 |2015.03.03 15:19

I had difficulties in school and in some relationships with my friends. my dad saw that I was having a hard time so he came to talk to me. he was saying that him and mom didn't need to wear nice clothes and stuff like that, he said that I should be wearing nice clothes, eat good food so that I can feel blessed, that dad should be the one working hard. when he said those words I cried a lot..

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