AM 4:44
The heavy weight carried on two shoulders
Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is
I don’t even know what I traded my passion for in place of everyone’s cheers
For what am I insisting on trying so hard for to keep on running
Feeling inferior and guilty are what’s left reality is rising and blocking my throat
What is what if the card life has thrown at me is really right
Others judge for me what is so simple
The lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth reading to them
Everyone wants to chase after money and fame
In the end my lyrics are trash letters GO AWAY
Why do they all only look at me close mindedly Whatever I did to walk enthusiastically the world
To them was hypocrisy trying to holding his head up in pride
People stared at the young child like he was dumb adults shamelessly worry for you after stepping, ripping, and making you fall over yeh
Values surrounded with money their crooked compass
Don’t try to defend me until the end I rather leave than become like someone like them
Respect toward my dongsaengs who thought it was happiness and ran
To me above the night sky reverence for my grandfather in my heart
Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is
I don’t even know what I traded my passion for in place of everyone’s cheers
For what am I insisting on trying so hard for to keep on running
Feeling inferior and guilty are what’s left reality is rising and blocking my throat
What is what if the card life has thrown at me is really right
Others judge for me what is so simple
The lyrics I put my heart into isn’t worth reading to them
Everyone wants to chase after money and fame
In the end my lyrics are trash letters GO AWAY
Why do they all only look at me close mindedly Whatever I did to walk enthusiastically the world
To them was hypocrisy trying to holding his head up in pride
People stared at the young child like he was dumb adults shamelessly worry for you after stepping, ripping, and making you fall over yeh
Values surrounded with money their crooked compass
Don’t try to defend me until the end I rather leave than become like someone like them
Respect toward my dongsaengs who thought it was happiness and ran
To me above the night sky reverence for my grandfather in my heart
Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away
Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts
No one needs to hold me so I shut my mouth tight
With a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness in the end it’s all one thing
I don’t even remember any more just what a dumb shit like me is
I wanted to live without an ounce of shame to my hyungs and dongsaengs no matter what I did
The assholes who ruined this are living with their bellies full
Just as they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they have left behind
To try to forget all the ignorant ones is like empty dust
Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me
My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won’t fall
I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry
I think I need it I’m my own refuge right?
No one needs to hold me so I shut my mouth tight
With a glass of soju I anesthetize the sadness in the end it’s all one thing
I don’t even remember any more just what a dumb shit like me is
I wanted to live without an ounce of shame to my hyungs and dongsaengs no matter what I did
The assholes who ruined this are living with their bellies full
Just as they don’t pay attention to the victim mentality they have left behind
To try to forget all the ignorant ones is like empty dust
Just like the pills in my left hand my love has also left me
My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won’t fall
I know I want to leave and put down the weight of reality that trapped me and just cry
I think I need it I’m my own refuge right?
Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
When you’re feeling the loneliest and having a hard time from this world
I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then
However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested
Get far away from me, all the words of comfort is meaningless
Why?
The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to the people full of lies
Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone
i’m just doin ma things
I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then
However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested
Get far away from me, all the words of comfort is meaningless
Why?
The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to the people full of lies
Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone
i’m just doin ma things
Every night my song flows
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away
It’s no use this is just my confession
To my grandfather’s arms I will go back
I know it I know it I know it I am in need
Everyone go away Everyone go away
This damned world everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
Sympathetic stares everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away
I don’t need love everyone go away
Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away Everyone go away
Cr. BAPTRANS
Bang Yongguk is really good at writing lyrics...when I heard this song I feel the sadness of BAP's fans ㅠㅠ...
"torn heart"
Zelo's "No Title" is good too, so I'm including it in here too
he was cursing at TS and the lyrics are so heart breaking
anyways, Zelo has good skills too
Intro)
Before the world can straighten out my character can’t I become an example
Before the world can straighten out my character can’t I become an example
Verse1)
In the spreading silence, no indifference I open my eyes
We make the days in front of us
I have nothing more to say than this
I too am a product of a small business
So crawl and come inside
Hurry, carry it on your head or lift it
The open mouths of fearless fools keep playing the music
In the spreading silence, no indifference I open my eyes
We make the days in front of us
I have nothing more to say than this
I too am a product of a small business
So crawl and come inside
Hurry, carry it on your head or lift it
The open mouths of fearless fools keep playing the music
Without a crease just like your heart with no remorse
With conquest of the world we capsized the whole world freshly
With conquest of the world we capsized the whole world freshly
Cash that is secretly rotating covers one’s mouth
Hoping for the truth is my true hope
Hoping for the truth is my true hope
You earned dirty okay so play dirty
I may not know who bought it for me but I became a black crow in the industry
Your behavior all this while was a play release it to the world
In your own way you had thoughts by keeping your long silence before you ran away
I may not know who bought it for me but I became a black crow in the industry
Your behavior all this while was a play release it to the world
In your own way you had thoughts by keeping your long silence before you ran away
That fabrication is still mystery?
Mr. Real? This is the capital
This isnt a rear car politely drive away the darkness
Show the original copy and if you feel guilty go hide and catch your breath
Mr. Real? This is the capital
This isnt a rear car politely drive away the darkness
Show the original copy and if you feel guilty go hide and catch your breath
Hook)
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no
i don’t mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no (x2)
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no
i don’t mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no (x2)
Verse2)
If you carve benevolence three times you can escape murder, no
I rather prefer the reaper to come visit how dare you
Look at people dying away looking at things the way they were
No you’re still young in my eyes you’re a pufferfish filled with poison
If you carve benevolence three times you can escape murder, no
I rather prefer the reaper to come visit how dare you
Look at people dying away looking at things the way they were
No you’re still young in my eyes you’re a pufferfish filled with poison
A word with no sense of responsibility
If it’s custom then that’s the end of it
Wanting to take off from this reality I’m already standing at the ends
Though I’m afraid I stand up against the high browed stares
If it’s custom then that’s the end of it
Wanting to take off from this reality I’m already standing at the ends
Though I’m afraid I stand up against the high browed stares
If that mind of behavior
Is supposed to be inborn, it isn’t teaching no its spit
‘So I gotta chillin’
Is supposed to be inborn, it isn’t teaching no its spit
‘So I gotta chillin’
Is it such a discourtesy to give your trust
Why do a couple sheets of paper make you treat truth like a grave
Why do a couple sheets of paper make you treat truth like a grave
Now
It isn’t safe to stay beside this society
No one has reached the top clean but
To us who are different there is another group to follow
An avalanche with no one to scold
Cut down this disaster get erased together
It isn’t safe to stay beside this society
No one has reached the top clean but
To us who are different there is another group to follow
An avalanche with no one to scold
Cut down this disaster get erased together
Hook)
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no
i don’t mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no (x2)
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no
i don’t mess with ya’ll now
i don’t even really mess with ya’ll now
oh hell no (x2)
Outro)
Before the world can straighten out my character can’t I become an example
Before the world can straighten out my character can’t I become an example
Cr. BAPTRANS
post response:
[+420][-15]
original post: here
- ㅇㅇ 2015.12.20 04:37
- I wouldn't listen to this song deliberately, since my heart would feel too hurt afterwards
- 1261
- ㅇㅇ 2015.12.20 01:27
- even now, when I hear this song, my heart tightens. I can really feel the pain Bang Yongguk went through. thank you for sticking through
- 1170
- ㅇ 2015.12.20 13:24
- I'm from another fandom but why does he never get mentioned in those posts praising male rappers? his rap is my style, and his lyrics all have their own taste and he writes them well
- 640
- ㅇㅇ 2015.12.20 09:48
- me too I'm from another fandom. of course, his lyrics are nice but you gotta listen to the song to appreciate it. it's really no joke. I hope he makes an MV that's Bang Yongguk styleㅇㅇ
- 630
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