Ok in December 1st i'll be 26 years old. I'm an engineer in telecoms and networks but you know, I still couldn't find a job but what's worst is that I became so obsessed with a Korean boy group i bet everyone knows : BTS.
I discovered them since summer 2014. It started with Youtube videos to creating twitter account to stalk them
..and so on
I spend my days watching them or reading articles about them and lately and since I soon will be 26 years old, I'm starting to get worried and feel like I'm wasting way too much time not doing anything for me
I mean usually when normal people don't find job they start looking for something else but when it comes to me, and because of BTS, I feel like the path I chose in my studies wasn't for me.
I feel like i wasted 5 years of my life on something I didn't like and I'm so afraid to start all over again.
I've been thinking for a few months now of what I wanted, but no answers and with Agust D mixtape, it became worse .... Uuum I don't know I tried to at least stop my addiction with BTS so that I can fully spend more time on thinking about my future but I couldn't.
I'm so attached to them as if they were my family well they are my sons
Ok I think I'll finish here there are so many more problems but I wanted to share this with you
Thank you 
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