Tadah! I'm back!
Uhm thank you so much for the wait. I really wanted to talk to you guys so here I am again, please don't ostracize me ㅠ
Uhm this time, I'll share my outdoor skinship story.
I didn't do anything super indecent in public but for the people who don't understand why others would do skinship in public, or who feels uncomfortable with it, you guys can click the back button right now!
So you guys know that the stairs were some kind of hideout for the two of us.
But at the same time, I still didn't feel too good kissing and giving each other pecks at school.
It just feels a bit sinful since school is such a clean place.
So once, I told him that I didn't want to meet him at the stairs. Without asking me why, he said "did your feelings for me wear out or something?" and was getting antsy.
And he kept looking disheartened every time our eyes met.
I wanted to tell him that I wanted to kiss him but it's not something you can say easily and my words were just not coming out.
And for the whole week, we just didn't do any skinship, and it felt like I was living in a monotonous relationship.
And while we were going home, I told him that our relationship wasn't really like before and that it became a lot more quiet.
He then suggested to go play at the playground in front of my house.
He said that he didn't felt too well those days so he wanted to go release some of his worries by playing there.
So I just agreed and he went on the swings at the playground.
To be honest, for the 18 years old me, I thought that playing on the swings wouldn't be that much fun anymore but I actually had so much fun.
Somehow, the weather felt really refreshing and I could hear the wind blowing next to my ears as I was swinging.
I was just swinging my legs as I was breathing the fresh air of the night.
I never felt the playground's charms when I was younger.
So we were both on our swing and he was just sitting on his swing but I could sense his sad eyes looking towards me.
And he said "to be honest, I feel like it got cold between us. We don't even do skinship anymore. I confessed to you thoughtlessly when you didn't even like me. Maybe you think that I'm a bother, so I've been feeling a bit down nowadays."
And only then, I realized that I only thought of myself and didn't consider his feelings and I felt sorry.
So I told him apologetically that it wasn't the case and that he shouldn't think like that.
And then I gave him a hug from the back while he was still sitting on his swing.
I was stroking his hair and said that I didn't lose my feelings for him. I said that I was negligent of him since I was thinking about other stuffs.
And he suddenly cleared his throat and was like "ya, aren't you a bit too close to me right now?"
And I said "huh? Are you taken aback because we haven't done skinship for so long?"
So he turned his head back and asked me to lend him my ear.
And he whispered into my ear and was like "why are you touching my back like that? Are you a pervert?"
And he just laughed back at me.
I was like "ugh..."pervert"" and then went back to my swing.
I looked at him and he was just on his swing with his feet swinging back and forth on the ground.
And so I said "I'm sorry. I'm seriously sorry, should I swing you?"
And he just burst out laughing and was like "how are you gonna swing me? I'm way too heavy."
To be honest, he's not even short and I think that he was about 70 kg, or around 20 kg more than myself.
But you know, it's kinda hilarious seeing a small person swinging someone bigger than him/her right?
And I was like "so are you gonna ignore me now? Who's gonna push you then?" so I went to swing him.
I was swinging him vigorously at first but my strength started to wear out.
Suddenly, he said hurriedly "wait wait" and stopped the swing.
And I said "why? I was swinging you so well!"
And he said "wait, come in front of me"
So I walked in front of him.
And he asked me to lend him my ear again, and he whispered to me "why were you tempting me a while ago? I was holding back too but, I have my limits"
Ha.. I think that my ears became a sensitive area after that day. He was so sexy that day...
I didn't have anything to say back to him and just stayed quiet but he said "that's not right" and took my chin and kissed me.
Usually, he would ask me if I was ok before he kisses me, but that day, there was no interruption and he just kissed my right away. I was a bit surprised and it felt rougher than usual.
But above all, it felt more erotic and my heart was beating so fast.
For a small moment, I pushed him back since I was losing breath.
So he removed his lips a bit but not completely. Our lips were barely touching like if I was feeling someone's goosebumps ish?
And he said not to lift my lips and to try to breath in.
I think that we kissed for around 15 min after that.
Seriously, I couldn't even feel the time passing by. Of course, it might have actually been shorter but it felt pretty long.
So once we were done kissing, he said "let's go, I'll bring you home."
But I suddenly felt so shy and told me "don't whisper in my ear anymore, I think that my ears are too sensitive."
And he burst out laughing and was like "really? Looks like you have to endure it" and touched my ear lightly.
And since then, every time we kissed, he would touch my ear...
And afterwards, he would even bite my ear... ah.. I don't know anyways, that's it.
I'm sorry, it got a bit long this time, but thank you for reading through.
I'll think of something to write next time!
I feel like I'm causing trouble here...
Anyways, goodnight everyone, bye!
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