[twenties stories] BEFORE COMMITTING SUICIDE, I SENT A MESSAGE TO MY MOM

I'm currently an university student

I wanted to commit suicide so I went on a roof

and I sent a message to my mom at last,

but once I saw her replies, my heart became weak and I felt so sorry

so I went back home

this is my true story

mom: what are you doing right now?

OP: I have an exam tomorrow

mom: I see, do it with a light mind <3

OP: I'm sorry for being born

mom: don't you (name of OP) know how much mom is thankful?~

- you are the person that mom and dad treasure the most

- it doesn't matter if you study well or not

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I thought that there might be a lot of people going through the same thing

and it looks like everyone thought that I was a girl

but I'm actually  guy

right now, I just want to rest, and I don't know how I can go back home...

I don't know...

I just feel so sorry 

thank you everyone for your support, let's stay strong

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Be매너 |2016.03.05 09:45 

you did well. I'm impressed by your courage for uploading this here.

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ㅋㅋㅋ |2016.03.05 01:42 

OP-ah, I don't know you, but find strength

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ㅇㅇ |2016.03.05 04:49 

before it's too late, go for a consultation. it's really gonna be helpful. please don't throw out your precious life.

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ㅎ |2016.03.05 07:51 

I'm feeling like that too~ but since I'm afraid to die, I can't kill myself. if I kill myself, my relatives would just think of me as a fool and there will be no one left to take care of my mom.. even if I'm not able to kill myself, I cry everyday and because of me, my mom cries too.. so I feel even more sorry towards her. get  hold of yourself and be strong.. 

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ㅇㅇ |2016.03.05 12:50 

I suddenly put myself in the OP's mom's shoes. I would be heartbroken if my daughter sent me a message like that

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ㅇ |2016.03.05 01:41 

right, let's study hard! and if luck and money don't follow up, then we can always become a normal employee at any company~~ you will still be living a precious life

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흐헤 |2016.03.05 08:59 

I just had the thought of my son wanting to commit suicide and became all teary

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