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"For a while, I really lived hard workingly, but at some point, I looked back and thought "huh? Why am I working hardworkingly? What for?" that's what I thought. I still can't find the answer. It's not that I want to die but why am I living? And for what? I don't know.
Is it just for the little moments of happiness that I'm working hard like crazy? If not, is there a special reason?"
- It's to spend money
- It's because I'm scared of dying
- I want to try living happily
There are a lot of times when I want to die because it gets too hard
But dying like that is too much of a waste for me
Even if my dying time will come, I want to have tried living happily before dying
- I think that it's because I enjoy the time of earnesty
No... maybe I'm earnest when the times are enjoyable...;
- Since I'm alive now, I'm living to be happy right now.
Dying is not something you can stop the way you want so if I die, of course I'm gonna accept it
Right now I am living and breathing so aren't we living for the happiness that is to come?
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1. Interesting
2. It's not that I'm living... it's that I'm not dying ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋI just don't have a bigger purpose to die for...? So I'm living
3. I feel like it'd be too much of a waste if I died now
4. I don't have the courage to die
5. Because there are too many things I want to do!!
6. I'm living for others. For my parents, for our doggy, I'm just living for them so that they are happy. If they all die, I will kill myself
7. Because I have a family. I live for them. But if all of them disappear, I would too
8. My ultimate purpose is to be happy. Right now, I have to live until Saturday so I can go watch the Lion King
9. There are so many things I haven't tried yet, there are so many things I want to do!
10. I haven't eaten everything I wanted to eat yet...
11. I can't kill myself so I'm living... but honestly, I don't want to live
12. I'm already born so I want to try to spend money and try to live happily
13. I have no courage to kill myself... and fangirling is too fun
14. I'm scared of dying
15. Because my hobbies are too fun and I like hanging out with my friends
Monday, 15 July 2019
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