are there any girls like me?
I feel so lonely, I want to have a boyfriend and go on dates
I get jealous of couples passing by and I want to be loved
but each time I introduce myself to new people, I find it such a pain to exchange number and keep contact with them..
I find it a pain to contact people and plan a date and whatnot.....
I even find it a waste to spend my money for the dates, I don't know why....
is there a reason? I really really want to have a boyfriend though
but each time I have something going on with a guy, I find it a pain to contact them....
what can be the cause..?

I feel so lonely, I want to have a boyfriend and go on dates
I get jealous of couples passing by and I want to be loved
but each time I introduce myself to new people, I find it such a pain to exchange number and keep contact with them..
I find it a pain to contact people and plan a date and whatnot.....
I even find it a waste to spend my money for the dates, I don't know why....
is there a reason? I really really want to have a boyfriend though
but each time I have something going on with a guy, I find it a pain to contact them....
what can be the cause..?


