Tuesday, September 27, 2016


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Age: 21

I'm 21 yo and I don't know what to do with my life. I graduated when I was 17 with good grades, and then I decided to take a year of to work because I wasn't sure what I wanted to study. But it turned out I couldn't find any job (I'm from a small town) and the only jobs that there are in here ask specifically for men. My parents are divorced (I live with my mother) and don't get along; they're also emotionally abusive. But my father has money and he said he would pay college for me as long as it was something like engineering. Guess what? I suck at math and physics, but he doesn't care. I can't get a full scholarship because even though I'm poor, I'm not poor 'enough' to have it, but I wouldn't be able to afford only half of it.I know I've become a burden but I feel stuck, with no escape and nowhere to go. I really need to leave this place it's just sucking out any energy I still have left, but I see no options. I'm seriously considering suicide because I just want to escape all of this. I'm sorry this is so depressing, and I hope that what I wrote makes sense..I just needed some place to vent all this.

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Yesterday, after he sent me his reply, I didn't reply him at all (frankly, I was too embarrassed) so I just slept and today I went to schoolㅋㅋㅋ my crush is in the class next to mine..ㅋㅋㅋ So even if I wanted to escape him, I couldn't...ㅜㅜ
When I went to school, I was able to escape him for 2 periods, and we were supposed to meet in the 3rd period but I ran awayㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I was too shyㅜ

I escaped him for all the morning and then lunch time came.
The school bell rang and I went in the classroom with my friends to eat but my crush was there..ㅋㅋㅋ (there was around 2-3 people in the class and they were at their own table playing together so they didn't pay attention to us at all)
He looked a me and smiled mischievously  and he signaled me with his eyes? to go sit in front of him.
At that time, my friends all tried to look elsewhere..ㅋㅋ I was so awkward that I just stood in front of him but my crush told me to sit down and pointed me to the seat in front of him.

I couldn't help it but sit then but I couldn't say anything for 10 seconds so there was just silence.
And then he spoke first and was like "yah"
Not in a yelling way like "YAH!!" but he tapped my shoulders and said it in a quiet voice... you know? That kind of way like "yah...!" like that...? I'm bad at explainingㅜㅜㅜ anyways... he called me out like that.

Since he already saw my confessionㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I was totally shocked. I looked at him with this expression O_O and then he folded his arms together and leaned towards me and said "I like you a bit tooㅋㅋ"
And then you just laughedㅜㅜ And unconsciously, I couldn't contain my happiness so I just had a big smile on my faceㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ and this was the creation of a dark past I want to forget^^

And then my crush smiled a bit and was like "I'll treat you well, let's date" and then glanced a me. Seriously, my heart fluttered so muchㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ... to be honest, I still can't believe it...

So today, we became a couple... ㅎㅎ<3

Also my crush... I mean my boyfriend is good at spelling and he wishes to major in languages!ㅎㅎ

post response:
original post: here

ㅇㅇ |2016.09.26 18:30 신고하기
Wow I'm seriously jealous.... Guys who are good at spelling... f*ck I wanna have a crush too!!!!!!

ㅇㅇ |2016.09.26 18:24 신고하기
Your boyfriend's way of speaking is giving me a heart attackㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ♡ Even in his text messagesㅎ..♡

ㅇ |2016.09.26 18:29 신고하기
Unnie are you perhaps pretty........

ㅇㅇ |2016.09.26 18:27 신고하기
Wow language majorㅠㅠㅜㅜ I like guys who lare into liberal artsㅠㅜㅜ

뭐니 |2016.09.26 20:58 신고하기
Wow... I was imagining Park Bogum's mischievous smile while reading this and my heart is beating so fast

음 |2016.09.27 09:49 신고하기
This must be fake, since it turned out well. Why is everyone successful except me

ㅇㅇ |2016.09.26 18:33 신고하기
Be happy..


T/N: OP refers to her crush as "some-nam" so there's already something going on between the two vs. "jjak-nam" = one-sided love.

It's a bit ambiguous whether he's a some-nam or jjak-nam but... after I sent my message to him today, it looks like a some-nam..ㅎ

I really wanted to see my crush but I couldn't contact him since yesterday and I didn't have the courage to initiate the conversation, so I wrote down everything I wanted to say to him on a text messageㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ butㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I wanted to click on the return button but clicked on the send button insteadㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ah seriouslyㅜㅜㅜㅜ

I got seriously shocked, I straight up sent it by accidentㅋㅋㅋ  At first, I just wanted to send something bright like "XX-ah (crush's name) ^^" I'm such a trashㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ I was regretting it so much.. I was seriously out of my mindㅋㅋㅋ

Ah I was so in despair that I turned off my phone for 1 hour and when I opened it, I got this replyㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ is this a green light...? I have to talk to him tomorrow but what can I say?ㅠㅠ

- What are you doing? I wanna see you, are you home now? I seriously wanna see you so muchㅜㅜㅜ ah are you perhaps at the academy now..? I wanted to ask you to meet up today but I was worrying like a fool... and couldn't do itㅜㅜㅜㅜ I was a fool.... ah I kept thinking about you ahhhhhhhhhh I really wanna see you. Will you understand my feelings.... I don't know... Will I see you at school tomorrow? Later, what will I do if I make a mistake in front of you... ah I really wanna see you, I really like you a lot!!!!!

- Hul.................................. I sent it by accidentㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ please pretend as if you didn't see itㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ ah I don't think I'll be able to look at your face tomorrowㅠㅠㅠㅠ

- ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I'm going crazy, you're cuteㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ you didn't contact me today but I wanted to see you tooㅋㅋ I'm gonna contact you first next time

- Also, I like you too. I think that I liked you first? Let's talk together tomorrow. I was at the academy a while ago so I didn't see your message. Sorry for replying late

- Don't be embarrassed, you're not the only one who's worrying.  Me too I was worried about whether
I should contact you or notㅋㅋ You understand? I want tomorrow to come fast and see you too


He replied me like that... I was so taken abackㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

post response:
original post: here

ㅁ |2016.09.26 02:54 신고하기
We just lost two people like that...

ㅇ |2016.09.26 02:43 신고하기
I was reading this with a motherly smile, so cute..
ㅇㅇ |2016.09.26 03:02 신고하기
Crazy.. Look at his way of talking.. it's f*cking heart fluttering.. so are you guys a couple now..?

휴 |2016.09.26 03:57 신고하기
I'm in my thirties but why is my heart fluttering over that guy's message.. The guys speaks pretty well

ㅇㅇ |2016.09.26 03:02 신고하기
Wow first time seeing it working out, anyways, last long..☆ I shall contact my crush after my entrance examㅠㅠI'm nervous

뀽 |2016.09.25 22:26 신고하기
Crazy, my heart is fluttering over that guy and his way of speakingㅜㅜㅠ