I'm always trying to see if there are spoilers about their comebacks every day. When they go on broadcasts, I watch them without fail. When they have a controversy, I try to defend and clarify it for them. I stream their songs and vote for them. When they have a concert, I make a fuss about it just so that I'm able to buy their tickers. I buy their albums and their merch. I go to their fansign events and bought all their albums and photo cards........
The fan culture is a culture of consumption. Although I'm the one who chose to fangirl, I sometimes have a reality check when I think back about all the money I spent for my bias.
My bias doesn't even know what I look like and doesn't even know of my existence. But thinking about how one word from my bias can make me cry or laugh makes me think that I'm such a fool
No matter how much love the fans give to their bias, they are all dating among themselves. My bias won't even know if I were to die tomorrow... I just get lots of thoughts like these...
Also, even though I think about this everyday, I can't help myself from fangirlingㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I'm so funny
The fan culture is a culture of consumption. Although I'm the one who chose to fangirl, I sometimes have a reality check when I think back about all the money I spent for my bias.
My bias doesn't even know what I look like and doesn't even know of my existence. But thinking about how one word from my bias can make me cry or laugh makes me think that I'm such a fool
No matter how much love the fans give to their bias, they are all dating among themselves. My bias won't even know if I were to die tomorrow... I just get lots of thoughts like these...
Also, even though I think about this everyday, I can't help myself from fangirlingㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I'm so funny