Tuesday, December 31, 2019


We have an 1 hour study time at the math academy and my crush shared one of his Airpods with me and he was playing songs on his phone.

But in our academy, the guys and girls are seated separately and I'm sitting at the end/side of the classroom.
Anyways, the song was playing and it suddenly stopped and it switched to a vocal recording of him confessing to me ㅠㅠ

He was someone I got close to through Ka-talking each other. We've never met outside of school. And after classes, our moms come pick us up so we have no time for just the two of us together. He said that confessing through Ka-talks seemed too insincere soㅠㅠ

Argh writing the post like this might seem a bit cringe ㅠㅠ my heart was beating so fast when classes were over that I almost died


T/N: Background story: there is a man following and stalking Nayeon for the past few weeks and today, he boarded the same plane as Twice. Nayeon earlier posted on Instagram begging the stalker to go home and stop doing what he's doing. The managers intervened. You can share more information about this whole issue in the comments! 


It was during summer. It was vacations and I figured that I couldn't take the bus since I had too much luggage. I called my parents and they just told me to grab a cab and come home. I have no Ka-talk and my phone has no data. So I was trying to figure out what to do and was gonna ask the friends from the class next to mine if he could call a taxi for me with Kakao Taxi. So I took my luggage and opened the door to their class in a big powerful push?

But that class almost only had guys... They were around 5-6 kids gaming together in a crowd. There were recognizable faces but I wasn't close with any of them. But I opened the door f*cking confidentlyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ So because I opened the door in such power, all the kids looked at me with the '??' expression on them... I was scanning the room with only my eyeballs moving and finally a kid I was closed to saw my luggage and said "OP, where are you escaping to like that?"ㅋㅋㅜㅜ

So I told the kids that because I had too many luggage, I couldn't take the bus and asked if anyone had Kakao Taxi on their phone and all of them said that they didn't have the app, but that they will look it up for me. So they paused their game and started searching in their phones...

But it was f*cking messyㅋㅋㅋ So I decided to just wait and put my luggage down. But there was a guy who was standing the closest to me, right in front of the door who wasn't saying anything and was looking at his phone with a f*cking scary expression. I was thinking "is he mad because I stopped their game?", so I was standing there trying to make myself smaller. But then he suddenly looked at the kids who were standing around the desk and said "just look for the app will do no? You dumbos"ㅋㅋㅋ So he started to move his fingers and downloaded the app and opened it right awayㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Anyways, we ended up finding a taxi near our school. I thought that it would be fine if we got the taxi number but he told me to wait since he used his app to call the taxi. He said that the taxi will take 5 minutes to come so I told me "aigoo, thanks!!" and closed the door to the classroom and left. But I realized that the app was on his phone. So what will I do if the driver calls him? So I went back to their class and asked him and he got up and said "let's just go out together". The weather was f*cking hot that day.

We weren't even close and I thought that I owed him big time... So I told him "give me your number, I'll wait outside. It's hot so don't overwork yourself!!" So we exchanged our numbers. I was waiting for his call but he still didn't call me. I thought "sigh, it's so hot, when is he gonna call?" and I was bouncing around. I don't know when he came out but he just tapped on my back and said "let's go". And he told me that the driver was here and took all my heavy luggage ㅜㅜ

The taxi was waiting at the back door so there was a little bit of walking distance. He usually doesn't really speak and he's quiet. We were in the same class last year but we never talked to each other ㅜ it was so hot that day and it was awkward too and I didn't know what to say so I was just babbling around... he didn't say anything and was just nodding his head... Even so, I thanked him for helping me with my luggage and said that I would've been in trouble if he wasn't here. And then we arrived at the taxi. I said "seriously thank you" and went in the taxi and he nodded and I think that the only thing he said was "take care". On my way back, I received a  message from him and he wrote "have a good summer vacation.".... my heart f*cking fluttered...

post response:
original post: here

1. [+310, -10]
So OP is pretty...

2. [+309, -2]
I go to a co-ed school and this seems fake.. f*ck, this can only be fake...................

3. [+87, -8]
"just look for the app will do no? You dumbos". "I opened the app". "I'll go out with you". "I'll help you with the luggage". "Take care". "Have a good summer vacation"

4. [+70, 0]
(Comment by OP) I don't have anything worth a follow-upㅋㅋㅋ I just replied "ok, you too". We didn't chat after and forgot about it, but I saw him again this semester so I got reminded! I thanked him and bought him snacks. But at that time, I had a crush on someone elseㅋㅋㅋㅋ it's just that at that time, when I saw his message, I got a heart attack and was justㅋㅋㅋ I fussed about it thinking it was maybe his proposal?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ We don't really keep in touch since then, but we just send some short texts! I was gonna leave this in a "heart fluttering story" comment but it was too long and it reminded me of a long post I wrote before so I decided to write it again. I didn't know that I would get so much response.....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ since it's a re-post, I thought that the response would be lukewarm but this kinda makes me proud. Thanks kids...! I also read all the comments!!! Thank you!!!! If I can clarify certain things... he was really not someone whose name I knew just by looking at himㅋㅋㅋㅋ maybe it was the case for 1-2 people in that room but the guys all seemed nice. There are a lot of assh*les in co-ed schools but you're lucky if you can find kids like them..... I just found it heart fluttering. I don't have anything to say to the people saying that this is fake... I used to have his text message but after the entrance exam, I changed my phone so I have nothing to prove myselfㅜㅜㅜ but this is seriously not fakeㅜㅜㅜㅜ I tried to write this like a narrativeㅜㅜㅜ I kept adding in stuffs here and there so this post ended up having a lot of in-between words, but it's not fake ㅜㅜㅜ I find it funny to even be explaining this but... anyways, please believe me ㅠ This is a bit TMI but the guy looks neat, tidy? And scary..? ㅋㅋㅋ I don't think that I should be judging whether he's handsome or not so I'll just write that! He also has a girlfriend now! Thank you for reading~~<3<3

5. [+58, 0]
F*ck.. since it's in the summer, this feels even more like I'm recreating my own memories.. So what happened with the guy now?? I go to an all-girls middle and high school and I want to cry..

Monday, December 30, 2019

Sunday, December 29, 2019


Female idols know how much discrimination they undergo.
IU too liked Jung Eunji's post.

Seolhyun also mentioned this kind of treatment once on TV
She probably had a lot of to say than what's written on that postㅋㅋ
Whether they're close or not, of course they all liked the post because they somehow relate to it ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
All the discrimination and the sexual harassment that female idols receive, I acknowledge that male idols also undergo some of it, but from a societal perspective, female idols have it way worse

post response:
original post: here

1. [+239, -4]
But it's true that female and male idols wouldn't like each other's posts to start with.. 

2. [+196, -5]
But netizens are the ones who are making this into a female idols VS male idols thingㅋㅋㅋㅋ  OP is all about "female idols female idols" they just liked the post because they're friends with each other, why do you have to reach so much 

3. [+34, -7]
I like this 

4. [+26, -1]
Wow... The feminists are turning this into a gender issue againㅋㅋㅋㅋ  Do you really think that male idols will like this post? They will get sworn at just for having an expression towards a female idol, you think they'll try to like this? People will go crazy saying "He's so obvious~" "He's disregarding the fans~" "He's doing lovestagram~"

5. [+25, -0]
ㅋㅋ F*ck will you guys stay still if a male idol liked a female idol's post? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Saturday, December 28, 2019