Wednesday, November 29, 2017


My mom and dad are both intelligent and are great people but… how did I turn out like this… seriously, I’m a fool, there’s nothing I can do right, I always make mistakes and even though I study hard, it’s not working out for me…. The more I’m making mistakes, the more I’m going crazy… I’m afraid to not be able to meet my parents’ expectations…. Looks like other people look at me with hatred too… I seriously wanna die…. If my eyes were to close, everything would be over…. Seriously, why am I so bad at everything I do…. I’m patheticㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ living every day is so hard for me…..

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ㅇㅇ |2017.11.28 23:56 신고하기
Seriously, please don’t think about killing yourself. Seriously, it will cause you so much harm. We will all die in the end and everyone is in this together so please don’t try to end your life. Today might be a slump and hard to live through but just bear with it a bit and happy days will soon come. Find strength OP-yah

ㅇㅇ |2017.11.28 23:55 신고하기
OP-yah… find strengthㅠㅠㅠㅠ you are definitely not alone… seriously, if you are suffering so much and that you want people to understand you, what about talking it out seriously with your parents… there’s no one else but your mom and dad who will love you and take care of you this much in the whole world. Find strength!

ㅇㅇ |2017.11.29 00:11 신고하기
If you were my dongsaeng, I would seriously hit you…. I would tell you to get back to your senses and ask you why you bottled it up all alone. Just think about how many people around you care about you

ㅇㅇ |2017.11.29 00:08 신고하기
Even though words can’t comfort you right now… you should talk about your situation with your family first and try to go for a consultation too… this is the only thing I can tell OP right now but I seriously hope that everything turns out well for you. You definitely cannot kill yourself. OP-yah, seriously, if you act impulsively, your family will be left with a huge sense of guilt… you have to think about how important and precious you are as a human being. You are you, so why are you comparing yourself to others? You’re saying that others are doing better?? You are still young and there will be lots of things that you can do better than others in the future. Boost your confidence and find strength, OP fighting!!!

ㅇ |2017.11.29 05:15 신고하기
When I was a high schooler, my friend killed herself. She was having the same concerns as OP and it’s been 10 years since our graduation but I seriously feel regretful for that friend. There are so many fun things in life that she hasn’t even tried but only could live through her elementary and middle schools… I sometimes think of that friend. It’s such a shame that we have so many things that we couldn’t do together… even if your life couldn’t blossom in your teens, don’t kill yourself. Everyone will blossom in their life but the moment will be different. For some people it will be in their 20’s, 30’s, 40’s even 50’s. don’t give up on yourself, you will blossom one day. Only die after you date, get married, and tried everything that other people will experience.

(T/N: OP wrote an update thanking everyone and saying how she was touched by the comments and that she'll talk to her parents tomorrow!)