[instiz] AN IDOL WHO WROTE A STORY IN THE POSITION OF A CHILD FORCING TO BE ABORTED

T/N: apparently, Rapmon wrote this mixtape in the point of view of a baby in his mother's tummy. The baby's parents are high school kids who are forced to go through abortion.


the title of this mixtape is Suicide

[LYRICS] Suicide - Rap Monster (Unofficial)

I’ve walked this long way from home to find my real utopia

but, now I got no place to go and now I feel agoraphobia

Can’t describe how lonely I am, I know this isn’t a game

But I’m beating the fan, I’m beating the fan

I do this shit again and again

Boy, what the hell are you afraid of?

You are your life’s creator, something you definitely ain’t gonna get paid off

Just don’t be a bitch, be a real player

There’s nothing, I’m sick of this

Need somebody to stand by my side, for a moment no forever

Never would’ve looked for a safe to hide

I wait for you, I stay for you. Everything  I made for you.

Just for you, what’s made for you. Don’t need to make it yet, but just for you.

They always say, only you be way better but I don’t believe their shitter.

Honestly I’m falling up the ladder, maybe this song will be my last letter.

All the history and times all we have

Just tell I’m sorry and now give me your rest (I’ll take it to you)

If my passion is what you need (I’ll give it for ya)

If conclusion is what you mean, now set me free so that I’ll forget (x2)

credits to energizerkyung@tumblr

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전정국님과 연애 중  

Namjoon-ieㅠㅠ he's so humane and even though he receives praises, he always stays
humble, thank you for becoming BTS' leader♥

여전히 너에게선 빛이 나  

Namjoon-ah ILYㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

B1A4 진영찡  

the qualityㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷI really admire himㅠㅠ

멈뭄미

Kim Namjoon is coolㅠㅠ

김태턔  

Namjoon-ie seriously...ahㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ a person who's worth the praise...

보이지 않는 꽃  

there's no exit for someone like Namjoon... the more I see him, the more I respect him

다좋아다내꺼야  

hul Namjoon-ah.. how did I not know this.. you must read this

Red Velvet Wendy

wow daebak, I'm getting goosebumps... how can he think of things like that..

집에가자순돌아

wow...impressive..