Tuesday, March 16, 2021

[enter-talk] I'M A SCHOOLMATE OF G-IDLE SOOJIN, I WILL ONLY STATE THE THINGS I'VE WITNESSED

 




(t/n: we'll paraphrase some redundant parts, for simplicity, we will refer the juice victim as 'them' to not confound with Soojin, but she's a female.) 

Those are the proofs of me being a schoolmate. I also showed my residential ID card and my proof of graduation
I'm a 98'er, and a resident of Bongdam

People are now claiming that you can buy graduation albums online so to not trust blindly graduation albums as a proof, but if you ever saw Waw middle school graduation albums being sold online, tell me where you saw it please. 
Please stop distorting the truth about the classmates' testimonies with your absurd arguments.
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Hello, 
I'm someone who've been following this case for 3 weeks ever since it first broke out. I'm a schoolmate from Waw middle school. 

- Twitter's padding exposer
- The unnie who exposed the juice incident 
- The DM exposer

I've seen all the posts made by those 3 people, and the comments left with testimonies from people who claimed to be fellow alumni 
I thought to myself that surely, the perpetrator would be able to acknowledge all of this and apologize. I thought that this case would be resolved smoothly
Moreover, I thought that the majority of people who've been following this case might've already guessed who was the victim from the juice controversy. 

I've always thought that what I've experienced were far less severe than what the victims have experienced so I've never spoken up about what I've seen since I wanted the attention to stay on these victims. 

However, I've read the article that came out a few days ago about what the perpetrator said about the juice incident. 
I got frustrated seeing how everyone was driving the victim to a corner and forcing them to clarify everything and seeing the perpetrator's attitude. 
After seeing all the perpetrators' fans evil acts I brought myself to write this post. 

I already prepared myself to see hundreds of fans ganging up in this post requesting me to clarify everything. I couldn't care less about whether you guys pour your suspicions on me, but I'm only afraid for the victims and about the other classmates who will feel pressured to come out and reveal their testimonies too. It is true that a lot of people have decided to not disclose anything because they've seen all the hate comments that were left terrorizing other victims. 
People were wondering why there weren't other testimonies coming out when everything we say is treated as a lie.. 
So who do you think will gain the courage to testify again..? 

The victims are now being pressured by hundreds of people to clarify again and again, being threatened and harassed with potential doxxing. 
Meanwhile, the only things that Soojin has ever said when she met with the victim were "I can't remember, I didn't do it" "It's hard for me to apologize for something I can't remember". 
I was so disappointed to see that this was all she was able to say. 

Why would you request the victim to meet if this is all you were planning to say? 
These are the things that I would like to ask Soojin after reading her clarification. 
"It is true that during my school days, I was someone who stood out and always had many bad rumors about me."
"I believe that all these shameful behavior which were clearly there resulted in what is happening today."
"The reason behind the fight/quarrel was because that friend had broken promise. It wasn't just once or twice and I remember getting mad because of that."

Hello? Soojin-ah, this is the statement that you released yourself. There aren't only one or two questionable parts about it. 
I will refute some of the parts that you've brought up and we'll see just how shameless you are
Let's see if you're still confident to say you can't remember anything even after my testimony. 

Suspicion 1. You're someone who stood out during your school days 
Suspicion 2. You always had lots of bad rumors 
Suspicion 3. Your shameful behavior that are now lit up to your fans
Suspicion 4. You indeed had fights. Because 'that friend' broke a promise, you got mad 

Suspicion 1.
Why would you stand out in your school days? 
You're the one who should know this reason better than anyone else. "Because I didn't just stand out, I was an iljin". This is what you should've said if you wanted to speak the truth. It's not like you became an iljin because you felt victimized, it's because you've always wanted to be a bully so you slowly became one am I wrong? 
Your fans are currently requesting the victims to clarify themselves at your advantage, they're selectively clarifying things for you and also doing secondary bullying. 
They're sitting under the pressure of tens of clarification posts, all this is because you, the perpetrator, never admitted the truth while giving an ambiguous statement like "I stood out". So don't tell me you can't even remember not being an iljin? 

Suspicion 2. 
Why would you have bad rumors following you all the time? 
I'm saying this with complete confidence, that the schoolmates have never made any fake rumors about you to witch hunt you during your school days. 
Rather, it was because of you mentioning other people's names and starting witch hunts about other people. This is just the truth coming back to hit you when this was the results of your own choices. 
I don't know if this was a set up for the other classmates you tried to pull when discounting those as "rumors". 

There were no iljin groups among the first years males students in 2011
so of course, among these male students, there wouldn't be a concept of bullying 
there were also no concept of cliques and rarely any conflicts. Iljins? circles? There were barely any of that among male students. 

That's why you stood out even more. 
You already stood out among the girls, but your whole existence stood out everywhere, you looked down on the weak and created a whole aura with your iljin circle 
And the representative weak student was the sacrificial lamb to you, and they were also the victims of the juice accident. 

You got along with those iljins who were doing well from 2nd to 3rd year and were close to them. The reason is because nobody was able to deal with you in your grade. 
All of you fellow classmates who help advocate for this perpetrator, I want you to answer me too. You surely must remember the "legendary influential person" Soojin (t/n: It seems like this was the nickname people gave her) 

Suspicion 3. 
You feel sorry towards your fans? 
Among the Neverland, there are people among the fans supporting you who have mentioned in comments that they've been victims of bullying themselves. 
Some of them know people around them who've suffered from bullying too. If you really felt sorry towards your fans, would you have committed school violence in the first place and chose to become a public figure? 
I believe that it's only right for you to look back and acknowledge all the things you've done to the victims, take responsibility and apologize. 

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Suspicion 4.
We're not talking about a common argument but a 'quarrel'? You're saying that the juice victim didn't keep their promise and it wasn't only once or twice? 

I was in the same class as the juice victim in my first year, and I've witnessed this incident myself. 
I will now speak of everything that I've witnessed and what I believe is the truth. 

This is the thing that I clearly remember. Soojin was hanging out with a group of 5 people. 
What was peculiar, was that this group was a group that Soojin made herself, and within that group, she decided to 'rank' people in it and they acted with that hierarchy. They operated under the so-called "the people looking behind Soojin's halo "
During the 1st year, the legendary influential person was obviously Soojin and there were 3 people under her.. 
Plus the person who was at the lowest of the rank was playing the role of the 'underling', this was the juice victim. 

The juice victim was different from Soojin as they were a diligent student. 
They looked like someone who had a pretty normal 'mental state' and nothing seemed to be problematic about them as a student either. 

Then why would they treat the juice victim as their underling? 

<Please pay attention to what's below> 

I believe that you have to be really weak and clumsy to end up being dragged into Soojin's trash group. Soojin is someone who wants to make it obvious that she's the hotshot at school and a lot of people can easily mistake her as being someone cool. 
So the people who ended up having this kind of immature thoughts would be labelled as the clumsy ones. This seemed to be the reason behind her tormenting others. 

It's because of things like that that she was confident enough to make those ranking system with those implicit rules. 
The person at the lowest rank of the hierarchy was the juice victim, they weren't able to keep those rules and this is why they were despised.

<You were making them into an outcast>
 
Once again, I'm asking to all of Soojin's friends and people who got along with them. Is there anything that I said that wasn't right? Anything that I exaggerated? 
If you feel confident, then you wouldn't say something like "I don't remember" and try to refute this. Just say you didn't do it if you didn't. 

You guys were looking down on that one person in the group, that's why the juice victim and Soojin's incident broke out
You're trying to force us to believe that this was some nonsense quarrel due to someone breaking the promise with you. 
I am doing my best to write what happened as clearly as I can remember too. 

Also, the reason why I was able to remember the hallway incident while reading the juice victim's unnie's post is this. 
The juice victim was a full-scale reject since first year middle school, and I remembered seeing you ignoring them in the hallway many times. 
If you were simply fooling around each other, you should be having fun and laughing together, but the face that the victim made at those times weren't good. 
You used to make them stand in the hallway as a punishment and humiliate them like that. 
I still remember thinking back all the time I wished I could've helped the victim whenever I saw them standing like that. 

I've also never seen the victim joke around Soojin before this incident and after this incident either. They weren't in a relationship that you can label as a "friendship". 
The fact that she's calling them a 'friend' and remembers them like that is simply a way for her to turn things into her advantage in my opinion. 

A few months passed and after that, and the juice victim wasn't even a reject or an underling anymore, nobody even dared to greet them at that point. 
I've read post about someone else saying that in the case when someone decided to greet the juice victim, Soojin would say stuff like "Why would you greet them?"
 After reading that post, I felt so sorry for them. I wasn't able to land a hand in this at all, sorry... 

And at the end of the second semester, an informal school violence committee was opened for the first graders, and including Soojin's name, the people in her group were called through the school's radio to go to the teacher's office
The teacher who was in charge of this case was professor Kim X Won, he used to be our PE teacher. He was the one who summoned all the kids. 
I remember that the informal school violence committee was opened and I still remember how loud the summoning message was on the school radio. All the students who've listened to this message carefully would know about this. 

I need to emphasize on something here. 
I'm not close to the victim nor with Soojin. 
However, I can still remember even after 10 years who were in the wrong and who did what clearly. 

What I remember is that there were always around 4~5 people in Soojin's group, and that there would always be 1~2 people who were the target on being looked down upon. 
Back then and even now, I still can't understand why there was such a structure to this group. Even as time passed, I can't understand why they did that. 

So how can you treat someone like that as a 'friend'?
Are we supposed to understand because you call them a 'friend'?
I'm still amazed at how you're able to twist your memories into making them your 'friend' when the victim still lives with the memory of being terribly harassed by you. 

From now on, Soojin, let me tell you what you've done to me. 

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When I was in my first year, we weren't in the same class, and we never got into contact with each other, but I was honestly scared of you 
I didn't want to have a mishap and end up being beaten up by the iljin sunbaes, however, you've acted so insolent towards me in 2 instances, although I have never spoken to you. 

The first time was in Summer, 2011, during lunch at the cafeteria
The second time was in Summer 2011, at the water fountain next to the gym

The first time => this happened in the cafeteria. At that time, I was serving/distributing lunches as a cafeteria assistant. 
In Waw middle school, the cafeteria was arranged as such that the female students were standing towards the kitchen's side whereas the guys would be standing on the other side of the kitchen (if you open the cafeteria's door, it would be on your right) when you're receiving your meals. 
Girls would be assigned to serve the meals. 
On the day that this incident happened, the first grade were the ones who would be the ones receiving their meals first in the order. 

This is how the rations were separated:
Rice - other side dishes - other side dishes - main side dishes - desert - soup 

This is the order that the food was served, I served the side dish right next to the rice. 

The person who was preparing the rice was preparing it too slow so you ended up receiving your meal delayed. 
That's when you made your face and started swearing at that person in front of me

"Ah f*ck can't you prepare faster?"
"I wish I could go eat at a restaurant/shop instead. Those r*tards" 

And when you came in front of me, I gave you side dishes and you said 
"Yah what are you doing?" 

How do you think you came across to me when you acted like that in front of me? We're just here feeding you as fellow schoolmates. We're not your hands and feet, but you acted like you freaking looked down on us. 
Your abnormal attitude was quite shameful and made me so angry. 
My friend who was serving meals served you your rice hurriedly within a minute so what's the big deal? 
I'm so disgusted with your attitude, I remember the scene clearly and without lies, even after 10 years, it's still alive in my mind, I can replay the entire scene if I went back to Waw middle school's cafeteria right now.
Victims vividly remember small incidents like this
Those words and actions that can be seen as trivial things from the childhood but weren't taken as something light for people like us. 

The second time => It happened in the same year as the first case. It was a during break time.
I was going up the stairs after washing my hands alone at the drinking fountain near the main entrance.
Do you know who was shooting with a water gun from above?

I got a squirt on my head and a squirt on my right chest nipple without any reason. I was looking for who it was and it was you
You who have never greeted nor talked to me shot at me who was going up the stairs for no reason
Thanks to you, I felt so dirty at that time. Because of your water gun, I went to class with a wet school uniform 


I also searched up water guns to testify this.
Do you know how dumbfounding it was that I still remember it so vividly after 10 years?

You had the same water gun as the crocodile water gun in the lower left, and you fired it at me at distance, and there was someone from your clique next to you.

I won't mention that friend's name, I definitely remember you laughing at me when you were shooting at me with your water gun.

I wanted to ask why you were shooting at me, but I was afraid of retaliation, so I put up with it.

You were the worst thing I've seen ever seen in 1st grade. To be honest, I wasn't even bullied on campus like that juice victim.
I wasn't a student with bad rumors like you. Just what the hell was wrong with you?

You're gonna say that you can't remember this either, right? The things that you think are just "rumors" are not rumors, they were facts made by you.

That's why I'm writing this.

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The people on Nate Pann's Enter-talk are seriously delusional

The juice victim incident wasn't some quarrel between friends, but a group of people pretending to be friends, who were from the iljin group using the reason of someone else being an easy target to torment them under the guise of a joke.
They never had the intention to be friends so I don't know why you would define them as "friends".

The juice victim case was not just a quarrel between friends whatsoever.

There are a lot of people right now saying that Soojin's life is at stake so the truth needs to be revealed. Then, it seems like the expose posts about her should continue.
If are reading this as a Waw graduate and you know the truth, I think it's right to testify and talk without hesitation. So please take courage and step up as soon as possible.

I would like to ask once more to the alumni who wrote posts and comments advocating and claiming that they were close to Soojin in the past while only watching her on the side.

If you're confident that what I'm saying is wrong, then try to refute this.


post response:
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original post: here

1. [+440, -7]
I'm OP. If I can add to my post, there is still a victim who hasn't revealed themselves yet. The things that were posted up until now are not everything. Also, There are several alumni who can be witnesses. But I cannot clearly say the exact number of them. This scandal isn't over yet and I think that before the truth is revealed, the expose posts will keep on coming.

2. [+436, -2]
From what I see, every time the Soojin fans are trying to bury this down or overthrow Pann, this issue keeps resurfacing. Soojin, just come out and clear things up already. If all of this is real, do it for the sake of the perpetrators and if all of this is fake, then do it for the sake of the people who still love you and who are having it hard because of you ㅜ

3. [+311, -4]
(OP again) If I can add another thing, I cannot understand why people are saying that the "juice incident" was exaggerated. I also don't understand what's the issue with the Insta live made about Soojin (T/N: probably talking about the sister's Insta live about suing people). I saw the juice incident firsthand and how it affected the victim? And saw the Twitter exposer going around with a black North Face padded jacket? To be honest, I'm not even close to these two people. But I seriously remember it. These two people's image (?) and connections were actually pretty deep. If you ask me if I could risk my life for the testimony I'm giving you, I could. Even though I've been covering up my ID and the first draft, but I'm not doing it for no reason, and I'm going to post additional testimonies on this. This isn't the end.

4. [+170, 0]
I can bet on this and maybe the exposer's post right now will get censored. People are gonna nitpick about each and every word that they used and are gonna start to doubt them and ask them to clarify things. Even so, thank you for your courage. I won't let this get buried like the way they want

5. [+157, -1]
To be honest, these days, I've been more pissed off at Soojin's shinyeos than Soojin herself (T/N: shinyeo/시녀 = slaves/maids, derogatory term for fans)ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ  Even if they are nitpicking, they can't come close to the featured postsㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ but their struggle was helpful. Because of them, the exposes are all coming out ㅋㅋㅋ Soojin's fans, thank you. You can stop now



[theqoo] I'M A SCHOOLMATE OF G-IDLE SOOJIN, I WILL ONLY STATE THE THINGS I'VE WITNESSED

original post: here

1. She's so evil.. reading this post makes me understand exactly the type of person she was...

2. Reading this seriously made me so sad. It just makes me feel horrible. Who is gonna compensate for the victims' suffering and trauma?ㅠㅠ

3. If they decide to go on with Soojin, it's just inevitable that the group will carry a bad image. Why would they keep her? They are seriously self-destroying

4. All of the group looks the same to me now. A group that supports school violence

5. I'm a fan of another group so I don't really care if she withdraws or not but let's just not watch her on TV anymore. I don't care if her fans decide to support her or not but I hope she screws off from TV programs. I hope that I won't get to see her face on screen anymore. If my coworker was an iljin or was violent in the past in their school days or was a school violence assailant, I would just cut them off. But since it's business, I guess that it can't be helped to work together because of money. But I won't look at them nor talk with them ever again. Just feeling their presence next to me will give me goosebumps

6.Cube is still thinking about keeping her??

7. I hope that I won't see her on TV anymore. I don't think that I can consume I-dle's music anymore

8. If this kind of scandal occurs, the least you can do would be to acknowledge everything quickly, apologize and self-reflect. This would be better if you want to maintain the team. If not, the scandal will just slowly get bigger and people will start bringing up the withdrawal talks

9. If they keep her, the group will just be perceived as a school violence group

10. Soojin-ah, this aunty doesn't think that you should be an idol anymore. Just try to look for another job


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