in those brief 25 years of my life,
I've never been hated by anyone
and I thought that I have maintained all my relationships
but if I think about it, I have no one I can call a real "friend"
and so, I always feel lonely
I want to go to pretty cafes or have a drink with someone
but there is no friend like that around me
nowadays, the younger girls are all out there travelling, having birthday parties together,
they gather together at year end...
I really want to do those kind of stuff too?
travelling together, sharing secrets, talking about boys,
but honestly, I've never receive any katalk asking me what was I doing,
or if I wanted to go out and eat
I have no one to talk to, and it's absolutely sad
I'm really pathetic,
I want to live
but I'm seriously so lonely...
at this age, it's not as easy to make friends anymore
this is what I've been thinking nowadays.
if ever I get married, will there be any friends at my wedding....
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