Saturday, December 16, 2017


I'm currently heading to my 3rd year of high school. And for the past 3 years, I've always attended a "study room" that's in our apartment.
Our teacher is a woman and she has a son that's 1 year younger than me. Her son used to live separately so it's only been a little while since they started living together.

When I went to the study room, sometimes, her son would be at the house but I've never seen his face once, but since the teacher always talks about him, he feels somewhat familiar to meㅋㅋ

Now, the things that I'm about to tell you happened 2 months ago. I finished my class and was heading back to my house. But I forgot my phone back in the study room, so I was going back to go get it. But when my teacher saw me again, she said that since I'm already here, we should eat pizza together. She usually gives me a lot of delicious things to eat so I just agreed. When I entered the apartment, her son was sitting at the table eating...ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
He saw my phone and was still eating his pizza and turned his head so our eyes met at that time? At the moment, I was caught by surprise so I just said "hi.." ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

But he just ignored me and turned back... then, my teacher was looking at me and told me to sit down and gave me pizza. But her son just took his pizza and went into his room... So I thought that his personality must be very passive....
Anyways, that was the first time I met him at his house.

And then, around 2 weeks later, I had very bad cramps because of my periods so I missed one class and had to go to the supplementary class on the weekends. But 30 minutes before the end of the class, my stomach just hurt too much. So the teacher told me to lay down on the sofa and rest. And then, I just fell asleep.
But at some point, I felt that someone came in so I opened my eyes and saw the teacher's son standing there with a blanket in his hands. I was so surprised so I rose up immediately and was debating whether I should stand up or remain seated? And he just gave me the blanket so I just replied "ah...", and took it. And then, he went outside right away.
I was feeling a bit awkward since I didn't even thank him.

I kept thinking back about that time and felt bad for not thanking him so since we had class before Pepero day, I decided to buy both my teacher and her son some Peperos (T/N: Pepero day = you give Pepero to the person you like on the 11th of November).
When my teacher received the Peperos, I said that if her son didn't like them, she could just have it all for herselfㅋㅋㅋ
So when I was walking back to my apartment, her son came out of the elevator so our eyes met again... it was pretty... awkward...

As I was walking, I felt that someone was following me so I turned back and saw that it was the teacher's son. I kept on walking and he went up to me and was like "nuna". It was seriously the first time that I heard his voice at that time? My heart fluttered since his voice was super deep....and I was like "huh?" and then he took out the Pepero from his pocket and was like "I'll eat them well". And smiled at me and left.
Seriously, that side of him was so heart fluttering so I kept thinking about it on my way home..

I haven't seen him again up until December. But one day, I randomly bumped into him on the bus.
There were a lot of people and no seats so I just held unto the bar and was standing up. I thought that he wouldn't be able to see me... since I was standing so far from him.
He was sitting at the far back of the bus but there was an old lady (she wasn't a grandma but looked old) who came in the bus and he gave her his seat?... When I saw that, I thought "he's so kind..."ㅎㅎㅎ
I was standing near to the front door but I went back to go down from the bus' back door since I wanted to greet him..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

So I got off first, but he didn't even see me and just walked past me at the front..ㅠㅠ
I was standing next to him at the intersection and we were waiting for the light to turn green and at that time, he finally saw me and had a surprised look on his face and took off his earphones. Seriously, at that time, I was worried since I thought that he would pretend that he didn't know meㅋㅋㅋ
We then talked on our way back to the apartment and he said that he had something to ask me. He said that it was my teacher's birthday soon and he didn't know what to buy her. And then, we just naturally decided that we would go buy her gift together. and I gave him my number so that he would contact me though Katalk.

My friends were telling me that he was using the gift as an excuse to meet me so I started to expect something from him too?
But then, we actually only went to buy the teacher's gift..ㅠㅠ Seriously, I felt so depressed on that day..
After that, I just thought that I should view him as no more than a dongsaeng. So whenever we were katalking each other, I just talked to him comfortably?

But today, he sent me a message and asked me what I was doing tomorrow...
Seriously, should I think of this as a date?... Seriously... my heart is fluttering....ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Guy: Nuna
- Do you have anything planned tomorrow?
- If not, do you want to meet with me?

OP: I don't have anything tomorrow but
- For what????

Guy: I just wanted to buy nuna something delicious

OP: Why would you buy for meㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

post response:
original post: here

ㅇㅇ |2017.12.16 11:23 신고하기
I don't like people who are younger than me but seeing this makes me think "younger guys aren't so bad in the end..." 

ㅇㅇ |2017.12.16 11:01 신고하기
You just have to tell me that this is fake... f*ck f*ck

ㅇㅇ |2017.12.16 01:20 신고하기
That's a green light...

ㅇㅇ |2017.12.16 12:02 신고하기
Ah please write the follow-upㅠㅠㅠㅠ I like younger guys so much. Just hearing them calling me "nuna" makes my heart flutterㅠㅠ

ㅇㅇ |2017.12.16 14:51 신고하기
Study.. room...

ㅇ |2017.12.16 11:21 신고하기
Wow... You will definitely have a nice Christmas.. Please write a follow up.. I'll be alone again..


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