(t/n: basically V-app is celebrating their one year and they're going give gifts to the idols with the biggest fanbase (CORRECT US if we're wrong!)
They said that they will give the chance to fans to give gifts for their idols for the 1st year anniversary with the money they made from charged contents. The fans were all expecting stuff like Korean beef, paid vacations, etc. but...
I can't look at them in the eyes,
I don't know what to say,
I'm the stupidest of all the stupid people so I don't know how to express my feelings.
When I have to face that person no matter what,
I don't look nervous and I don't act nice with that person/act too comfortable so I think my situation gets misunderstood..
I've attended Dream concert and some festivals a couple of times and from my standards, the idols who look the best in real life are Bangtan J-Hope and VIXX's Leo ㅠㅠ
I knew that Bangtan's V was really handsome but when I saw them on stage, J-hope's facial features were no joke and they were so sharp. Especially his nose. He's awesomeㅠㅠ No but the people who really saw him in real life will understand... The cameras really don't do him justice.. it doesn't even come close to half of his real life looks...
As for Leo, his proportions are off the 4D uncrossable wall. Seriously, I don't know how can a human have proportions like that ㅠㅠ He's seriously not human... I saw him with my friend and we just talked about Leo until the end. His manliness is awesome and he's handsome
Hoya and Dongwoo.... Seriously, both of their facial features are so distinct and the screen really can't catch that up... I became their fan when I saw them in real life.. ㄷㄷ
For real, Rapmon.... I went to Changpe today and I saw him in real life and seriously freaking wet my pants.... his proportions are freaking solid and his face is f*cking small... He's just handsome. Please don't downvote me... This is the truthㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Wow f*ck, personally, I went to the Himchan Hamsung conert and I got to see J-hope and Leo and seriously, Leo's proportions are solid and he was charming ㅜㅠㅠㅜㅜㅜ And also I got so pissed seeing my pictures of J-hope, he's so much better in real life...
Infinite's Nam Woohyun. ㅠㅠㅠ I saw him in real life and his nose is totally a work of art... he's thousands of times handsomer than this preview pictureㅠㅠ
They haven't debuted yet but they will be debuting in a week. He's a member of FNC's dance group SF9, Rowoon. There are already videos of him on FB's Dingo page, and there are thousands of likes... I'm an Army but I found him on Youtube because he did a dance cover of BTS' song and then I became a fanㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ...ha
He's someone who's good at cooking and he's said to be 189cm tallㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ his looks are awesome..
I wanted to share some good stuffs so I'm uploading some pictures now
I'm 21 yo and I don't know what to do with my life.
I graduated when I was 17 with good grades, and then I decided to take a year of to work because I wasn't sure what I wanted to study. But it turned out I couldn't find any job (I'm from a small town) and the only jobs that there are in here ask specifically for men.
My parents are divorced (I live with my mother) and don't get along; they're also emotionally abusive. But my father has money and he said he would pay college for me as long as it was something like engineering. Guess what? I suck at math and physics, but he doesn't care. I can't get a full scholarship because even though I'm poor, I'm not poor 'enough' to have it, but I wouldn't be able to afford only half of it.I know I've become a burden but I feel stuck, with no escape and nowhere to go. I really need to leave this place it's just sucking out any energy I still have left, but I see no options. I'm seriously considering suicide because I just want to escape all of this.
I'm sorry this is so depressing, and I hope that what I wrote makes sense..I just needed some place to vent all this. How to send in your stories! Facebook message or Twitter DM Include your age in the message :)
Yesterday, after he sent me his reply, I didn't reply him at all (frankly, I was too embarrassed) so I just slept and today I went to schoolㅋㅋㅋ my crush is in the class next to mine..ㅋㅋㅋ So even if I wanted to escape him, I couldn't...ㅜㅜ
When I went to school, I was able to escape him for 2 periods, and we were supposed to meet in the 3rd period but I ran awayㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I was too shyㅜ
I escaped him for all the morning and then lunch time came.
The school bell rang and I went in the classroom with my friends to eat but my crush was there..ㅋㅋㅋ (there was around 2-3 people in the class and they were at their own table playing together so they didn't pay attention to us at all)
He looked a me and smiled mischievously and he signaled me with his eyes? to go sit in front of him.
At that time, my friends all tried to look elsewhere..ㅋㅋ I was so awkward that I just stood in front of him but my crush told me to sit down and pointed me to the seat in front of him.
I couldn't help it but sit then but I couldn't say anything for 10 seconds so there was just silence.
And then he spoke first and was like "yah"
Not in a yelling way like "YAH!!" but he tapped my shoulders and said it in a quiet voice... you know? That kind of way like "yah...!" like that...? I'm bad at explainingㅜㅜㅜ anyways... he called me out like that.
Since he already saw my confessionㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I was totally shocked. I looked at him with this expression O_O and then he folded his arms together and leaned towards me and said "I like you a bit tooㅋㅋ"
And then you just laughedㅜㅜ And unconsciously, I couldn't contain my happiness so I just had a big smile on my faceㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ and this was the creation of a dark past I want to forget^^
And then my crush smiled a bit and was like "I'll treat you well, let's date" and then glanced a me. Seriously, my heart fluttered so muchㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ... to be honest, I still can't believe it...
So today, we became a couple... ㅎㅎ<3
Also my crush... I mean my boyfriend is good at spelling and he wishes to major in languages!ㅎㅎ
T/N: OP refers to her crush as "some-nam" so there's already something going on between the two vs. "jjak-nam" = one-sided love.
It's a bit ambiguous whether he's a some-nam or jjak-nam but... after I sent my message to him today, it looks like a some-nam..ㅎ
I really wanted to see my crush but I couldn't contact him since yesterday and I didn't have the courage to initiate the conversation, so I wrote down everything I wanted to say to him on a text messageㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ butㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I wanted to click on the return button but clicked on the send button insteadㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ah seriouslyㅜㅜㅜㅜ
I got seriously shocked, I straight up sent it by accidentㅋㅋㅋ At first, I just wanted to send something bright like "XX-ah (crush's name) ^^" I'm such a trashㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ I was regretting it so much.. I was seriously out of my mindㅋㅋㅋ
Ah I was so in despair that I turned off my phone for 1 hour and when I opened it, I got this replyㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ is this a green light...? I have to talk to him tomorrow but what can I say?ㅠㅠ
OP:
- What are you doing? I wanna see you, are you home now? I seriously wanna see you so muchㅜㅜㅜ ah are you perhaps at the academy now..? I wanted to ask you to meet up today but I was worrying like a fool... and couldn't do itㅜㅜㅜㅜ I was a fool.... ah I kept thinking about you ahhhhhhhhhh I really wanna see you. Will you understand my feelings.... I don't know... Will I see you at school tomorrow? Later, what will I do if I make a mistake in front of you... ah I really wanna see you, I really like you a lot!!!!!
- Hul.................................. I sent it by accidentㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ please pretend as if you didn't see itㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ ah I don't think I'll be able to look at your face tomorrowㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Crush:
- ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ I'm going crazy, you're cuteㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ you didn't contact me today but I wanted to see you tooㅋㅋ I'm gonna contact you first next time
- Also, I like you too. I think that I liked you first? Let's talk together tomorrow. I was at the academy a while ago so I didn't see your message. Sorry for replying late
- Don't be embarrassed, you're not the only one who's worrying. Me too I was worried about whether I should contact you or notㅋㅋ You understand? I want tomorrow to come fast and see you too
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He replied me like that... I was so taken abackㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
I am a 14 year old in high school, and we all know that high school- STRESS. Some days I want to cry and scream over the amount of homework, but it is the way that I cope with this that is an… Issue to some. I used to binge on junk to ease pain (ended up bulimic and still a mess), but now I watch Hentai as a stress reliever. Is this bad? I’m scared that my parents will find out if they check the Wifi somehow. This is so embarrassing, but I find pleasure in watching it and sometimes forget about my homework to relax and watch it. I’m not sure if Hentai is a way for me to de-stress over school or my own love life. Lol. I don’t know how to feel about this :( How to send in your stories! Facebook message or Twitter DM Include your age in the message :)
[teens stories] I HELD UP HANDS WITH MY CRUSH TODAY
I was sleeping during our break time but someone kept touching my hand but I thought that it was just a friend. It got annoying so I slept while grabbing his hand and then I grabbed his wrist and was like "can't you see I'm sleeping?"
But f*ck, when I got to my senses, I saw that I was holding hands with my crush and he was on the phone f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck is that a green light?................
[teens stories] I HELD UP HANDS WITH MY CRUSH TODAY, THE FOLLOW UP
Sorry for taking so much time to replyㅜㅜㅜ
But since it already got spread out every where, I'm just gonna write a follow up!
Anyways,
I was holding hands with my crush but he was on the phone and I was f*cking surprised.
I let his hand go slowly and was looking at him but suddenly, our eyes met f*ck
So I kept looking alternately to my hand and his face and my cursh was just laughing.
Ah!!! And the follow up, is below
He's usually very cold and he only jokes with people who are close with him.. But because of that, I like him even moreㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
What's better is that there are no girls who are close with him at all... ha...
And he's tall tooㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ euaaaghhㅜㅜㅜㅜ
Crush:
- ya
- ya
- ya
OP:
- what
- what
- what
Crush:
- Do you suffer from cold extremities? (T/N: cold hands, cold feet)
OP:
- Huh...???
Crush:
- Your hand was so cold a while ago
OP:
- ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ah
OP:
- Ah I really thought that you were someone I knew a while ago..ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ seriouslyㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ sorry
Crush:
- ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ why
- It's fine
OP:
- Was it that cold?ㅜㅜㅜㅜ
Crush:
- Yeah, I was so shocked
OP:
-ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ah
- *sticker*
Crush:
- Stay warm
- This winter will be really cold though
OP:
- Hul for real???
- Then I'm screwed...ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ
Crush:
- You like chives?
OP:
- Huh..?
- Why chives?
Crush:
- For your cold extremities
- ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
OP:
- Ah for real? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
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Yes I like chives.
Isn't he so cute?
F*ck if this goes well f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck
I don't have anyone who's close with me at school but ㅜ I have a crush and just seeing him makes me happy... Seriously, I like seeing him so much that I wish that weekends would go by faster
Wow for him to be wondering if you have cold extremities, he must have went to look it up properly (T/N: in Korean, there's a specific name for that "disease")..Wow.. I'm so envious.. Wow.. daebak.. wow.. Be happy..ㅠㅠㅜㅠㅠ
