[enter-talk] IDOLS LYRICS WHO FELT LIKE A BLOW ON YOUR HEAD

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RM – Always (2017)

One morning, I opened my eyes

And wished I was dead

I want someone to kill me

In this loud silence

I live to understand the world

But the world has never understood me, why

No, that half is missing

It’s trying to hurt me

I miss me miss me baby

I miss me miss me baby

I wish me I wish me baby

Wish I could choose me

 

Why is it that I’m being so earnest

Yet it’s not working out

Always

Always

Always

Always

Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

 

If I ever meet God, I would tell him this

That life is coffee that I never ordered

I would grab him by the collar and tell him

Death is an americano you can’t refill

Are you sure that you’re alive

Then, let’s prove it somehow

When I exhale, I see my breath

On the window, there’s condensation

You are dead

You are dad, but you are dead

Dead dad you don’t listen to me

Dad please listen to me

 

Why is it that I’m being so earnest

Yet it’s not working out

Always

Always

Always

Always

Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

Always (I lost my all ways)

 

IU – Glasses (2015)

Beyond the smiling expression

I cannot see through the truth

I'm fine just along with you

Even if someone wrote me a hint

I cannot read it because it's written too small

I can only start digging little by little

 

Still, I do not want to wear glasses

Even if I open my eyes the entire day

I'm busy looking at all the things

That is so clear to see

 

I'm already tired from everything

I do not need to see every small, black thought

I'm already tired from everything

I do not need to read all the fine print

 

I do not want to wield a sword to find

The things you worked so hard to hide

I'm fine just getting fooled by you

 

Is there something behind the rainbow

It's too far, I cannot see it

I can only imagine marvelous things

 

Still, I do not want to wear glasses

Get tricked and deceived, but I still trust

I'm busy imagining and being disappointed

 

I'm already tired from everything

I do not care to see your flaws

I'm already tired from everything

I'm not going to wear heavy glasses

 

I'm already tired from everything

I do not want to see too far

I'm already tired from everything

I'm not going to wear square glasses

Zico – Battle Royal (2012)

My eyes open before the day breaks

Stuff in chicken breasts, lettuce into my mouth

Dash out to Han River, run a marathon

Anemia value rises, feeling sharp pains

 

Can’t finish, time to be exempt, pushup several times

I can just eat at an unwelcomed place then throw up

I tighten my belt, Fuck I gained a bit

Mr. Representative wants it, a body like a cola bottle

 

There are no allies, they say colleagues will soon be enemies

Blood-like sweat became horrific traces

When I can’t bear the practice room, I go to the bathroom

I secretly sob, taking care of it as quickly as possible

 

First priority is appearance

Eventually a wholesome face goes under the knife

A systematic production of human weapons

music bull shit? they wanna be a Famous. aight?

 

Because I said let’s become a star, I’m on the verge of insanity

I become a prey on my own, stirring my spoon

Battle royal, a profession where I must survive

If you waver you’re disqualified, move it just begun

 

Murderous looks keeping each other in check

When I turned around after running for a long time

I had lost my innocence and became a villain

No one will forgive me

 

I will survive as I live

I must survive until the end

 

The sound of shouting fills the hall

The hand gesture that forces more stimulation

A layer is taken off, fully gesturing erotically

Even though it looks beautiful, the inside is mangled from rotting

 

I successfully endured with a sober mind

One person pours tears, saying it’s now too much

This reality tangled with lies and impossible insistence

I’m scared to face it

 

Brightly colored balloons, plank card slogans

Take those out then everything else is criticism or resentment

No one knows, the saint becomes the right path

A chance to talk without being cursed at is given

 

Parents who boast about their precious daughter

The dust that enters their mind, their eyes

Engulfed in the feeling of betrayal, they shake their heads

Did they achieve their dream or lose their dream

 

Murderous looks keeping each other in check

When I turned around after running for a long time

I had lost my innocence and became a villain

No one will forgive me

 

I will survive as I live

I must survive until the end

Suga – The Last (2016)

On the other side of the famous idol rapper

Stands my weak self, it’s quite dangerous

Depression, OCD, they keep coming back again from time to time

Hell no perhaps that might be my true self

 

damn huh feeling estranged in reality

The conflict with ideal, my head hurts

Around the age of 18, socio-phobia developed in me

Right, that was when my mind was gradually polluted

 

At times I’m scared of myself too,

Self hated and thanks to the depression that takes over me

Min Yoongi is dead already (I’m dead)

Comparing my dead passion with others, it’s now a part of my daily life

 

On the first visit to psychiatric ward, my parents came up with me

We listened to the consultation together, my parents said they don’t truly understand me

I don’t understand myself well either, then who would understand?

Friend? Or you? Nobody knows me well

 

The doctor asks me

I answered without any hesitation that I have done

 

Habitual saying uh I don’t give a shit I don’t give a fuck

All those words uh those words are said to hide my weak self

Those days I wish I could erase

Right, that performance day which I don’t remember very well

The day I confronted myself when I hid inside the toilet because I was scared of people

 

That time I, that time I

I thought success will make everything fine

But you see, but you see

As time goes by, I feel like I’m turning into a monster

 

I’ve exchanged my youth for success, and that monster demands for more wealth

At times it puts a collar on my neck to ruin and swallow me with greed

Some try to shut my mouth and say I should swallow both good and evil

I don’t want it they want me to leave this hill

 

shit shit I got it so stop it

I’m the root of all this so I’ll stop myself

If my misfortune is your happiness, I’ll happily stay unfortunate

If I’m the figure of hate, I’ll get on the guillotine

 

The things I’ve imaged about turns into reality

My childhood dreams are in front of my eyes

The night when I performed in front of 2 audience

Now Tokyo Dome is right in front my nose

My one and only life, I can easily live it passionately than any other

my fan my hommie my fam I hope you don’t worry because I’m really okay now damn

 

I’ve denied my nature many times

My address is idol and I won’t deny

The anguish that dug into my mind countless times

There’s no answer at the end of wandering

 

My pride which I thought I had given away has turned into self-respect

My fans, keep your head high with pride because who can do it like me uh

 

Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and Gymnastic (stadium)

The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture

Show me the money, it’s not that I couldn’t but I didn’t shit

Selling ourselves or not, you all say we couldn’t do it but we didn’t shit

The root of my creativity has tasted the sweet, bitter and shit of this world

Those days when I laid down to sleep on the toilet floor, it’s all memories now uh they’re now memories

My shoulder which shattered thanks to the accident I met during my part time job

The debut which I clung as if it was my life

Who do you think your fool by pretending you’ve gone through all the miseries

 

Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and Gymnastic (stadium)

The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture

Sorrow created me uh look at me closely uh

Selling ourselves or not you all say we couldn’t do it but we didn’t shit

Jung Ilhoon – If I Die Tomorrow (it’s a cover/mixtape from Beenzino’s If I dietomorrow)

If tonight is like a sail that is given to me

What should do I with this?

 

My dreams that have settled on top of my crushed pride are like a ladybug

In a quiet Cheongdamdong villa, seven breaths filled up one room

The scars hidden under the glamour, sometimes we had to eat ramen to get by

Pretty girl group members’ legs are filled with scars, wounds, bruises and traces of practicing

We’re at the age to eat but we lose weight instead, 20 kgs difference from other friends

The scars hidden by the glamour wraps around me, like a ladybug in front of an enemy

 

If I die tomorrow, I will say what I want to say now

 

If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow

The built up rhythm in my hungry heart

If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow

The staggering rhythm that you can faintly see

 

There are raps that I forcefully made because I was pushed

It’s not wrong but I don’t think it’s right either

Looking back in life, I see things that I never imagined about myself

I see it, yeah I see it

Seeing myself treating my parents well

It’s a me that I’m not used to seeing

I wondered if I was able to do it

I used to say that nothing’s impossible

It’s like wanting to have kids

But not knowing if I’d be a good dad

 

What I can’t understand

Is how I used to want to be an adult so bad

But that little boy suddenly grew up

And now I want to be that little boy again

 

If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow

The built up rhythm in my hungry heart

If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow

The staggering rhythm that you can faintly see

 

As my eyes that look at the night sky for the last time

I tell myself that the self-torture will end tomorrow morning

I pray for the last time, to send me to heaven

Because this world was too much to be alive in

My dad would hear about me while he is working

My mom would try to wake me up from eternal sleep

 

Don’t cry mom and pa

I’ll see you in the next world

If I were to be born again, I’d be your child again

I’m gonna leave first, my loving sister

Also goodbye to the two that wait for me like my children

Even when I lay everything down, my heart is still heavy

I always in your minds

So don’t forget

 

I always in your minds

I always in your minds

I always in your minds

I always in your minds

Never forget

 

If I die tomorrow

Never forget

If I die tomorrow

Though it’s not a dream

If I die tomorrow

Never forget

If I die tomorrow

Though I leave now

 

If I die tomorrow

If I die tomorrow

If I die tomorrow

The built up rhythm in my hungry heart

 

If I die tomorrow

If I die tomorrow

If I die tomorrow

The staggering rhythm that you can faintly see

Dongwoo’s self-written rap at his concert (2016/2/20~21)

“A job with many words (T/N: where a lot of words are used)

Grabbing the mic, I’m a singer

Each person has different standards

I thought that people would look at me and say

‘he’s kind’,  ‘he’s strong’.

But it’s over, I failed.

Wounds from the words thrown at me without thought,

I only laughed it off and swallowed them”

 

Yesterday really made me reflect on the profession of a celebrity

You can sympathize with these lyrics on the surface but

They are much more dimensional and there is so much more meaning behind them

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original post: here

ㅋ |2017.12.19 22:07 신고하기

It’s seriously sad ㅠㅜㅜㅜ I seriously don’t know how the Bangtan kids still say that they are happy now. Haters, can you guys cut it downㅋㅋ writing hateful comments behind your anonymous disguiseㅋㅋㅋ

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ㅇㅇ |2017.12.19 22:03 신고하기

Kids, before you write anything, please think a bit about it… the things you guys write without thinking much could end up killing someone

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ㅇㅇ |2017.12.19 22:30 신고하기

Seriously, Suga’s mixtape ‘The Last’… for real, when I heard that, I couldn’t do anything for a while. Zico’s one is so heart breaking too. The more they rapped, the more things got uncovered. Seriously, I think that there’s no end to an idol’s suffering

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ㅇㅇ |2017.12.19 23:27 신고하기

This too…

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“Right, I’m living because I can’t die

There’s nothing I want to do

I’m in so much pain and I feel so lonely

But people around me only tell me to get back to my senses

I try to vent my anger it only got to me, what is there to vent? (T/N: rather than a rhetorical question, he’s asking more in a “what’s the point of venting my anger” way)

I’m scared to wake up and breathe every morning

 

My friends and family are drifting away

The more time goes by, the more anxious I get

I feel like I’m all by myself, I’m all by myself

I wish that everything disappears now like a mirage

I wish it all disappears

I wish that my damn self disappears

Like that, the world threw me away. I’m getting further from the skies, I fell”

ㅇㅇ |2017.12.19 22:24 신고하기

Please don’t write any hateful comments. Kim Namjoon and Min Yoongi wrote in their lyrics that they wanted to die. Their words are just like what happened. It’s so scary and painful

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ㅇㅇ |2017.12.19 22:31 신고하기

In Jonghyun-nim’s will, he wrote ‘the words “I will end this” are easy to say, but to actually put an end is hard.” Right, ending it is hard. There are a lot of people who think about suicide but they are still living, this is the reason why. It’s for sure that there are a lot of idols who think like that too. Please, we are all together in this cruel world. Let’s not cause others to think that they “want to end it”. Especially you keyboard warriors. Please stop

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